Just have a lot on my mind right now ….
People tell me I think too much, but seriously why NOT? ..what is wrong with thinking twice about decisions that you are about to make or whats going on with your life? .. I know I know life is too short .. but gosh .. I just don’t understand how some people not all just some … can just live with no priorities, and goals in life to do better..etc.
I really don’t know how to let loose and let things be like I usually do, I’m good at venting to my sisters, cousins, older brother, boyfriend.. whoever because I’m open with everyone … my motto is and has always been “Life, it is what it is, there is nothing you could do about it to change it just deal with it” … yeah lately I’ve had too much on my mind and I just really wanna go somewhere and just scream “FUCKKKKKKYOUUUU” <== So not lady like of me, but thats how I feel right now… I would blog why I feel like this, but yeah thats HELLA blast mode if I were to do that, and I’m not that mean lol.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m a happy go lucky girl, I love everyone, I’m positive about everything, and I’m open to new things … but lately I’ve just been in a “FUCK THIS SHIT” type of mood .. but I hide it very well … right now I just feel like going away .. far far away ..
*sighs* … Sometimes it’s healthy to just put my headphones on and turn the music up loud enough to where I can’t hear myself think… I know weird but yeah thats how I feel .. Music will be my therapy tonight :)
Ok that was a whole lot of nothing, but just wanted to blog thats all hahaha
GOOD NIGHT FOLKS
Ritha Loves YOU :)
