Week 1 (Missing Him)
Today marks a week of no talking, texting, phone calls, nothing. I’m not gonna lie to myself and tell everyone that I don’t miss him, because truth be told I fucken miss him like crazy (excuse my French.) We ended things understanding that it just wasn’t going to work out, and feelings were mutual.
I can’t help it ….
Apart of me feels that I’ve lost a best friend of mine, and I have this emptiness feeling that I hate. I said I’ve been here before, but I really haven’t, this relationship was different from my past relationships. I really did love him and I still do. People say I’m crazy for ever trying to hold on, but they weren’t the ones talking to him day and night like I was. They didn’t know him like I knew him. Words can never explain the love I had for him.
*sighs*
I got through week one ok..sort of kind of…lol..just gotta stay positive. Im sure he’s not ready to talk to me right now, which is completely understandable, I’m sure one day I’ll hear from him, til than I wish nothing but the best.
Ritha87
